I was only 4 when i found out my mum was pregnant with jessi, and i was only 4 when she lost jessi. She was 24 weeks pregnant when jessi was stillborn. She had turner's syndrome which is paralisation from the neck down, so even if she did survive she wouldn't have have had a very good life, she would have needed 24 hour attention, life support machines, and go to the hospital atleast twice a week for them to remove fluid on her brain and lungs. She wouldn't have grown properly, been able to feed herself, change herself, she would have been a baby all her life so this is fairer than her living an unwanted horrible life. but all her family misses her soo soo much and wish we could spend ateast 1 day with her to shower her with love and attention. Were going to her cemetary on her birthday and she'll be 13 a big girl now but auntie leisa is looking after her now so she probably having a great time looking down on us and she's hopefully soo proud of us especially mum and dad for staying soo soo strong for the rest of us and keeping us together. I thank MUM for that she's the best no-one would do a better job as mum than caroline leigh taylor she deserves a reward for BEST MUM OF THE WORLD and im grateful she's mine. I LOVE YOU MUM YOUR THE BEST IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD. I LOVE YOU TOO JESSI MY BABY this is the best family i could ever ask for.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx